Imagining the Future
Ruminations on Fathers
And Other Masculine Apparitions

Third in the Celebration Series of chapbooks
by Magdalena Ball and Carolyn Howard-Johnson

Cover and interior photography by Ricky Ian Gordon, www.rickyiangordon.com

Carolyn Howard-Johnson and Magdalena Ball conceived Imagining the Future for the men in their lives (and yours)--men who aren't particularly disposed to clichéd sweetness and light; men who prefer bone truths and 24K sentiment. And the women who prefer it that way, too.  We know real and rational poetry can be meaningful, can open discussions that lead to more meaningful relationships. So, for birthdays, Father's Day, or any occasion you gift special men in your life, we hope you'll try tucking this book into an envelope, maybe try adding a white daisy and let it stand as the best inexpensive and thoughtful gift you've ever given to him.

Only $6.95--Little more than a most greeting cards, less than some.
 
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Endorsement Review
Contents Sample Poems
About the Poets

 

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She Wore Emerald Then
 
Sublime Planet
Cherished Pulse Blooming Red
Deeper into the Pond Imagining the Future

Endorsement
for
Imagining the Future

 

Authors Magdalena Ball, and Carolyn Howard-Johnson open the doorway of memory through words echoing thoughts, and feelings on fathers that are so strong they can be touched and heard through voiceless memories that forever cling to us all.  Words unspoken between parents and children are uttered in these poems of pain, love, and always truth.
~ Kim McMillon, playwright, producer, and host of the blogtalkradio show Writers’ Sanctuary


Review for Imagining the Future
by Joyce White

Imagining the Future:
Ruminations on Fathers and Other Masculine Apparitions

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"Together they swam through a remembered past."

 

Carolyn Howard-Johnson and Magdalena Ball have woven their Imagining the Future: Ruminations on Fathers and Other Masculine Apparitions (Volume 1) on March 22, 2010, together like sisters of the same mind when it comes to the men in their lives. Carolyn begins her medley of childhood memories beginning with “All the sound in the world sucked to a waving wailing note as I perch on my father’s knee.” Later giftedly pondering, “The things I didn’t know about my father, his coming and goings, the fearing he would not return. One day, only a dawn or decade ago, he didn’t.”

 

“Then, then!” writes Carolyn, “Decades of dread (conflicts?) with names we remember and some we don't. Bosnia, Kosovo, First (!) Gulf War, Korean, Bay of Pigs, Rwanda, Afghanistan, the Berlin Crisis for god's sake. More than 300 of them, words like the bass beat of drums. Vietnam when those troops who did come home couldn't walk or wouldn't talk. I tell my grandson, then only 12, how we who remember the grunt of that war see it differently from those who marched in the Double W Wars, wars when we wanted to be there.”

 

Carolyn Howard-Johnson's grandson served two tours in Iraq. Her husband is a retired Army officer who served in the 1960s Berlin call up. I can hear the sober sounds of the National Anthem in the background of all her poetry, with the throat voice of Uncle Sam warning, “I want him. He’s mine. You can’t have him!” All wives and little girls cry.

 

Magdalena pulls metaphors out of the air with, “You recede a little more. I reach for you over thought waves little girl’s hand hung in the air your absence, finally, matches reality to imagination trying to get truth from pretty metaphors that can’t touch your flesh still young somewhere while the precious science you drank like fine wine grinds your atoms to dust.”

 

Carolyn Howard Johnson and Magdalena Ball have written a wonderful little memoir celebrating Father’s Day and all their sacrifices as girls and women growing up in the 50’s and together they swam through a remembered past. I recommend this little gem and I give it Five Stars for Amazon. Happy Father’s Day to all…wives, children and our husbands who take care of our very basic needs while we write poetry.

 

By Joyce White

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Contents
for
Imagining the Future

Poem Credits

Poems in this manuscript from Carolyn Howard-Johnson have appeared in literary journals
Dash
(Spring 2009), Apollos Lyre, and her chapbook Tracings (Finishing Line Press)

Poems in this manuscript from Magdalena Ball have appeared in literary journals
Swords & Cyclamens, Earthborne
, and her book of poetry Repulsion Thrust

List of Poems

From Carolyn Howard-Johnson  

Deciphering Earliest Remembered Sound  
 
Long Before They Shut the Napster Down  
Reincarnation  
Façade 
Finally, Uncle George,
Grateful: The Last Lesson in Who He Was,
Who I Should Be 
Remembered for his smile 
Atrophied Spirit 
The War to End All Wars 
Unsung Heroes 

From Magdalena Ball  

Father Earth  
Bladderwrack  
Chimaera  
Narcolepsy
  
Junk DNA
  
Presence
 
Foaming Stone
 
Truth Versus Fiction  
Virtually enhanced  
Earth-Shaker  
Grandpa’s Birds 
Horizon Scanning  

Boat Yard 


 

After poetry reading at the Glendale Main Library l. to r. poets
Sona Ovasapyan, Rita Gabrielyan (volunteer), Carolyn, Christina Alexanians.
We are holding commendation certificates from city and state officials.

 

Quick Links Learn More About Other Chapbooks in the Celebration Series
She Wore Emerald Then
 
Imagining the Future
Cherished Pulse Blooming Red
Sublime Planet Deeper into the Pond

Sample Poems
from
Imagining the Future

Bladderwrack
By Magdalena Ball

 Your body imprints sand
then you’re off
drawn by sea-stained blowholes
crunched sand-dollar sting
dolorous seagulls.

Olive bladderwrack
spreading vesicles
on pale sand
kicked aside
as you move along the beach.

Ghostchasing
at twilight
waves break at the shore
empty
other than you, me
and one dedicated surfer 
out there in shades of blue, green, grey
sky, ocean, sand blending to memory.

I can’t keep up
scooping shell fragments, mother of pearl, bits of seaweed
sticky clues
still wet with life.

In this frail opening
between the deception of time
and the prison of space
I’m always a few steps behind.

You broke
before I was born
crashing against the shore of my mother
your secret hurt keeps you safe
untouched
while I scan the beach
a failed archaeologist
sifting flotsam in your wake.

Reincarnation
By Carolyn Howard-Johnson

How little I know of dragonflies,
how they come in August,
leave again without a word,
wonder where they live when I can’t
see them, whether they sting, whether
that is a song they sing
or a warning.

 This dragonfly, small, the first I’ve seen
dressed in amber and gold sunlight,
joins me in a swim, skims
the water’s surface, divebombs.

 Then comes
another—this one familiar
opal, much larger, mating perhaps,
two of them faster than one.

I duck to avoid them, frightened,
feel the water close over
my head. I choke, inhale air.

The things I didn’t know
about my father, his coming and goings,
the fearing he would not return.
One day, only a dawn or decade ago,
he didn’t.


About the Authors
of

Imagining the Future

Magdalena Ball

Magdalena Ball runs The Compulsive Reader. Her short stories, editorials, poetry, reviews and articles have appeared in a wide number of printed anthologies and journals, and have won local and international awards for poetry and fiction. She holds a Bachelor of Arts degree in English Literature from CCNY (New York), an MBA from Charles Sturt University (NSW, Australia), and has studied literature on a postgraduate level at Oxford University (UK). Magdalena lives in on a rural property in New South Wales with her husband and three children. She is also the author of a poetry book Repulsion Thrust, the award winning novel Sleep Before Evening, a nonfiction book The Art of Assessment, and a poetry chapbook Quark Soup. Visit her website at www.magdalenaball.com, The Compulsive Reader at www.compulsivereader.com.

Carolyn Howard-Johnson

Carolyn Howard-Johnson's first novel, This Is the Place, won eight awards. Her book of creative nonfiction, Harkening: A Collection of Stories Remembered, won three. An instructor for UCLA Extension's world-renown Writers' Program for nearly a decade, her book The Frugal Book Promoter: How to Do What Your Publisher Won't was named USA Book News' "Best Professional Book 2004," and was given the Irwin Award. Her second book in the How To Do It Frugally series is The Frugal Editor: Put Your Best Book Forward to Avoid Humiliation and Ensure Success. Both are now in their second editions and have garnered many other awards. Her chapbook of poetry Tracings, was named to the Compulsive Reader's Ten Best Reads list and was given the Military Writers' Society of America's Silver Award of Excellence. She is the recipient of the California Legislature's Woman of the Year in Arts and Entertainment Award, and her community's Character and Ethics Committee awarded her work promoting tolerance with her writing. She was also named to Pasadena Weekly's list of 14 "San Gabriel Valley women who make life happen" and given her community's Diamond Award in Arts and Culture.

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"Cherished Pulse is full of poems that describe love from the eyes and hearts of young and old. We see love in its youthful stage, stirring the hearts of man and woman alike and tying a bond that even death cannot break. As we continue reading, we understand that love deepens into an awesome, but quiet joy as the couple grows older. These poems renew our faith in love as they remind us of our own experience with this most sought after emotion."
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Third in the Celebration of Chapbooks with Magdalena Ball, Imagining the Future is written expressly for fathers "and other masculine apparitions."

She Wore Emerald Then is a book of Moods of Motherhood: thirty poems by award-winning poets Magdalena Ball and Carolyn Howard-Johnson, with original photography by May Lattanzio. A beautifully presented, tender and strikingly original gift book, ideal for Mother's Day or any day when you want to celebrate the notion of motherhood in its broadest sense.  Share this collection with someone you love.

More on Blooming Red: Christmas Poetry for the Rational on this Web site.

Sublime Planet is an e-chapbook and paperback published in the time-honored tradition of poets everywhere. This collection of ecologically oriented poems traverses a wide terrain, moving from the loss of species to the beauty of the natural world, from drought to the exploration of alternative planets. It's an exhilarating collection that breaks boundaries and leads the reader deep into the personal heart of perception. Released by award winning poets Carolyn Howard-Johnson and Magdalena Ball to celebrate Earth Day, this is a collection of poetry that weaves the personal with the universal. Photograpy by Ann Howley.

“Whatever your age these poems celebrating women will speak to you of times to look forward to or to remember. These are not poems to be read once. They will stay with you forever.” ~ Nancy Famolari, author.

Also by Carolyn:

Tracings is winner of the Military Society of America's Award of Excellence and named to the Compulsive Reader's Ten Best Reads of 2005

Imperfect Echoes is Carolyn's newest poetry book. Writing Truth and Justice with Capital Letters, lie and oppression with Small. 

Cover and interior art by Richard Conway Jackson
All proceeds go to Amnesty International


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